A Mix of Writings

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My life will forever be changed because of the events that took place between 2018-19. In January 2018, I was raped by someone while...

Unrealistic Expectations

For him to ask you how you're doing. To visit the home you've put your heart into. To ask to hang out. To ask about your life. Your...

There's a lot that no one knows about me.

Which is on purpose. I try very hard to be a kind person, but it's really a facade so I feel safe and protected at a distance. There's a...

Let me tell you about my boyfriend.

I was divorced for almost a year when he interviewed me for a job. When I accepted the offer, I was the only American with a team of 6...

There are two of me.

There's the one who survived a traumatic event. ...She still emails other survivors. ....She works with the police. ...She does therapy...

When plans don't go as planned.

I spiral. I feel like I did when my high school boyfriend told me he had cheated. I feel like I did when my ex husband said goodbye in...

I have me.

When I have no one else, I have me. When I lose everything, I have me. When I’m lost or scared or stuck, I have me. When people say they...

The shoes

When I moved back home, I barely had money in my bank account. I had less than $200 available at any given time. I wasn't mentally or...

To fall in love

Isn't falling, is it? It's magnetism. You're drawn together. It's an equal push and pull. With acceptance and love. Full of safety and...

What I missed

I got married. Drove 8hr to Nashville the next day. Flew for our honeymoon the day after that. Flew back six days later. Changed my last...