A Mix of Writings

Things you should know before reading my content

My life will forever be changed because of the events that took place between 2018-19. In January 2018, I was raped by someone while...

It's confirmation

I'll find myself rewriting the same content. I'll think of something important that I want to write down. I'll start writing a new...

Unrealistic Expectations

For him to ask you how you're doing. To visit the home you've put your heart into. To ask to hang out. To ask about your life. Your...

It's been a week

Since I've started writing again. Since then, the nightmares started. I've lost a sense of routine. I've stopped eating healthy or...

It's silent.

Only the sound of my typing. The cold creeps in through the window. Surrounded by my artwork and the soft touches of my personality. The...

There's a lot that no one knows about me.

Which is on purpose. I try very hard to be a kind person, but it's really a facade so I feel safe and protected at a distance. There's a...

Let me tell you about my boyfriend.

I was divorced for almost a year when he interviewed me for a job. When I accepted the offer, I was the only American with a team of 6...

There are two of me.

There's the one who survived a traumatic event. ...She still emails other survivors. ....She works with the police. ...She does therapy...

When plans don't go as planned.

I spiral. I feel like I did when my high school boyfriend told me he had cheated. I feel like I did when my ex husband said goodbye in...