A Mix of Writings

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My life will forever be changed because of the events that took place between 2018-19. In January 2018, I was raped by someone while...

The distance

I don’t know if I can do it. I already travel. For work. And life. And then for a relationship. How do I do it all without losing myself?

If we both believed

the lies she said, we weren’t meant for each other. She filled our heads with stories about each other. And we believed them. He believed...

I did gain weight

"When I told women about what happened, they hoped you got fat. I told them that I wanted you to be happy." I wish I would have said that...

Your Name

I had it until a month ago. I only changed it two weeks before we had dinner. Three years since we saw each other. Almost the same amount...

I’m the same.

My posture. Hair. Weight. Forgetfulness. Humor. I have the same laptop. Phone. Glasses. But everything is different.

Expression.

Painting. Talking. Journaling. Yoga. Running. Stretching. Dance. Movement. We fill our mind and body with so many senses and...

What is depression to me?

Letting the dishes sit for days. Craving to be alone more and more. Hating myself. Forgetting the stove is on. Not wanting to eat. Or...

You need to pray hard about this

What's your long-term plan with this? Are you moving there? Is he moving there? Is he a Christian? I love this for you. You're really...