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Four Years

Updated: May 12, 2023

I worked for a startup and survived the PTSD episodes.

I'm healthy enough to finish writing my book and relive the trauma.

I've learned to manage my blood sugar level.

I've picked up art. Painting and drawing. I've taken classes.

I live in Europe half the year.

I still have a very healthy relationship with my boyfriend. We've talked about marriage.

I'm out of survival mode and planning.

I'm more confident and have more boundaries.

I'm resting, really resting.

It's okay to dream now.

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