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"I feel bad complaining..

Updated: May 9, 2020

knowing what you've gone through. This seems so small in comparison."


"You can't compare your hurt to mine," I replied.


You face your own battles.

We're different.

With a different past and present.

This is hard for you, and I feel that.

It is hard.

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