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I'm not ready...

To write my book.


To be willing to fight for a relationship like I did with my ex.


To let go of my past.


But I am ready to...


Stop defending him.


Stop letting my depression get the best of me.


Let go a little bit and look more forward to the future.


To accept the good things happening instead of thinking I don't deserve them.

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Then I'm back.

A cool breeze brushes my face on my morning run. Then I'm back in Tenessee. Going on my morning run near our apartment. I feel the same cool breeze. Feel the same emotions. Depression. Pressure. And h

It's too good to be true.

To have these moments. Leave a self-defense class. More and more confident each week. Wearing my nice yoga pants. Drive to my mom's to drop off fresh pears from the farmer's market. We rest. On rockin

How do I know

That I'm me? I feel creative I want to write Or cook Or make jokes Or learn I'm not exhausted, obsessive, or anxious That's how I know.