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I still can't...

Updated: May 18, 2020

Listen to our favorite artists


Or crave movies like I used to.


I had to return my new hangers because they reminded me of our closet.


I still have our photos and your letters.


I can't watch YouTube videos at night


Or eat Thai food.




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A cool breeze brushes my face on my morning run. Then I'm back in Tenessee. Going on my morning run near our apartment. I feel the same cool breeze. Feel the same emotions. Depression. Pressure. And h

It's too good to be true.

To have these moments. Leave a self-defense class. More and more confident each week. Wearing my nice yoga pants. Drive to my mom's to drop off fresh pears from the farmer's market. We rest. On rockin

How do I know

That I'm me? I feel creative I want to write Or cook Or make jokes Or learn I'm not exhausted, obsessive, or anxious That's how I know.