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Updated: Feb 14, 2021

"That sounds emotionally exhausting."


"It is. I'm tired all the time," I replied.


But I'm farther now than I've ever been.


More myself now than I've ever been.


I've been working on my book once a week with my ghostwriter.


Meeting with my therapist twice a week and focusing on trauma-healing exercises.

Working with my publisher to publish my flashcards internationally.


Learning to be a girlfriend. Learning to balance a relationship. Feeling the pain from being close and far away.


Writing. Planning. Dreaming.


Falling asleep on the couch.


Eating lots of biscuits, caramel from a jar, and takeout sushi.


Taking lots of baths. Lots of essential oils and face masks.


Buying things I probably don't need.


Journaling pages and pages.


But creating a life I love and moving forward into it.

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