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What do your dreams say?

Updated: Nov 11, 2020

They say that I'm still scared that I'm not doing good enough at my job.


They say that I'm afraid of commitment.


That I am letting go of my marriage, piece by piece.


The nightmares typically come on Sunday night when I'm reminded of my past as I face a new week of my future.

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