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Updated: May 17, 2020

The way I hold my coffee mug with both hands.


My love for warm blankets, heating pads, sweaters, and blueberry muffins.


The ability to interrupt a movie at the most important moment. 


The way I peek around to look if someone is sleeping or not.


A deep kindness to others and gratitude for every moment in my life.


A strength that is indescribable. 

Mom, you have given me so many traits that I hope I never lose. I can only hope to continue to pass them to my future daughter as well.

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