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Build Me Up Buttercup

Updated: Dec 7, 2020

I have a folder on my laptop with screenshots of things that make me happy.


The contents remind me...


I have genuine, deep friendships.


I am so loved.


What it feels like to be flirted with.


How much I love humor and being playful.


How incredibly lucky and blessed I am.



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