A Mix of Writings

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My life will forever be changed because of the events that took place between 2018-19. In January 2018, I was raped by someone while...

Look at the stars

Sometimes I feel like the stars do shine for me. When I'm with Kestas, it's like everything aligns and becomes more magical. "Tonight...

I don't know anymore

When I restarted my life I looked at it like a check list Then I rebuilt everything Then I wasn’t happy I had to start tearing apart what...

Hearing Aid

Every day is different with grief. Better, but not. It was two weeks since my dad died and I had a rough day. I packed up my beach bag...

Everyone needs a John

I met John at a coffee shop. Well, at a lot of coffee shops. I wasn't working at the time so I spent a lot of time sipping my coffee...

It makes a difference

In 2016, I had no idea how to own a business. In 2017, I had no idea 100+ daily orders would be normal. Or the loneliness, insecurities...

Will I always be like this?

It's a question I ask myself often. When depression creeps up through my body and I don't want to move. I don't have a job right now. But...

Layers

There are layers to everything. It's not just black and white. It's intertwined like a rope I spend my entire life untangling.

Was it that bad?

To see you drink and make a fool out of yourself? They said you were nice. You didn't seem like you had anger. But that's because you're...