The evening after we decided to separate, I had a dream that I was at a work conference. I was scattered and was expected to attend an event. I was circling and circling around the outside of a building. The building itself was a circle.
But then I realized I had something in my hands. It was a canvas bag. In the bag was a baby girl. She was smiling up at me and I knew she was mine.
I realized she had gone to the bathroom and was maybe neglected.
But she was smiling and laughing. She was so happy to have me as a mother and was beaming.
I took her to the car. As I put her in her carseat, I woke up.