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I hope the sand stays

Updated: Apr 25, 2020

That way whenever I put my shoes on, I'm reminded of...


Running around an adult playground


Trying to swing higher than my best friend


Climbing up to the tallest slide


Acting like a kid


I'm reminded of the high that happiness brings and what freedom feels like.

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