- Mar 23, 2021
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Wishing

Updated: Jul 10, 2021

Sometimes the pain from my past drowns me.

I feel like I'm held underwater, unable to get air.

I'm reminded of the choices I made. My pride and arrogance. Dismissing my family, thinking I didn't need them. Thinking that I was better than them.

And now I'm alone, surrounded by them.

WIshing for a text from them.

Wishing they would check how I'm doing.

Wishing they'd ask about what happened.

Wishing for those hard conversations.

Wishing I didn't feel like a disgrace or an outcast.

Hoping and wishing for something that may never happen.

An unrealistic expectation.

I'm sorry that I left.

I'm sorry for the choices I made.

I'm sorry that I didn't ask for your help or advice.

I'm sorry.

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