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I don't know anymore

When I restarted my life I looked at it like a check list


Then I rebuilt everything

Then I wasn’t happy

I had to start tearing apart what I built


Then choose what I wanted

Then again


And again


Learning to be uncomfortable


Learning to find happiness in every day without checklists

And now what

I don’t know

I don’t know anymore

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