A Mix of Writings

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My life will forever be changed because of the events that took place between 2018-19. In January 2018, I was raped by someone while...

I hope the sand stays

That way whenever I put my shoes on, I'm reminded of... Running around an adult playground Trying to swing higher than my best friend...

"I feel bad complaining..

knowing what you've gone through. This seems so small in comparison." "You can't compare your hurt to mine," I replied. You face your own...

What do I look for?

His heart. His faith. His love for his family and friends. Do his actions match his words? Is he creative? Empathetic? Passionate?...

It's a dance

Our conversation. Will you think of me tomorrow? Let's keep it casual. Your dad is going to hate me. I've never laughed this hard in my...

Build Me Up Buttercup

I have a folder on my laptop with screenshots of things that make me happy. The contents remind me... I have genuine, deep friendships. I...

"Things are good."

"Are they?" "Yes. I got a job. I feel more emotionally stable. A firefighter talked to me at the gym. I have three attorneys trying to...

You can be both

You can be grateful and want more. You can be happy and still be depressed. You can be sorry and move on. You can love and still be mad....

Do you think God allowed this?

"Do you think that God allowed this to happen because you stopped going to church? Maybe he did this to bring you back to him." I wish...

"Who's fault was it?"

"I'm not going to answer that here," I replied. We were at our 10-year class reunion. After growing up together, most of us hadn't seen...